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| i can't believe i still have one of these that's awesome i love my life right now and i think that's all i have to say i'll give a real update someday | | |
| wuddup bitches?
so, for all like, 2 of you who still use xanga and havn't gotten into the el jay FRENZY, i'll fill you in on my life.
::sigh:: it sucks. had to quit my library job cuz i like, don't ever sleep and i didn't want to quit outback cuz i make more there and can work more hours during the week. school is all kinds of fucktarded. actually, it's not that bad. but it's school so i complain.
i've been seeing this guy for like a week now or something. he's so cool. his name's geoff and he's a bartender (so yes he can mix me drinks whenever i want, definite plus) and he likes picking flowers for me and making my day better. it's funny tho, like the day after i met him he texted me being like "don't fall in love with me" and i was soooo reminded of a walk to remember. so i shall do my best to not fall in love with him. for right now, i just like spending time with him. he's so fun.
and now, i must go get my tire fixed. short entry, very reader's digest like. later guys | | |
| hey guys, what's up?
sorry for neglecting this for so long. guess i might as well tell you what's goin on.
catsitting for my sister......not gonna lie. it kinda sucks. i mean he's cute and all, but still. claws at my chest at 4 in the morning. poops on my floor. really annoying. but i'm gettin paid, so whatev.
visited campo on friday. didn't realize how many friends i have that still go there until i went back. saw jenna and rachel and sasha and bethy and katie and gio and harry and mury and toina and tracy and just a whole bunch of people. it was actually really fun. especially since i don't have to pay attention in the classes i hung out in. PAUL HAS A BEARD......it's kinda strange. but i can get over it.
dvc is like a really big campo. it's just weird. not sure if i like it much yet or not. plusses are that you don't have to call in sick to class, can smoke on campus, guys are hotter. minuses are it's bigger, have to pay for classes AND textbooks that i'll never use again after one semester. can't really think of anything else right now.
i'm tired and i havn't done any homework. i should try that. night friends. | | |
| surprisingly i'm not as excited as i once was about the showcase. it's this week so i might want to get a lil more into it than i am as of now. we have 3 hours of rehearsal tomorrow, then like 8 hours on tuesday. and wednesday night's the show. then thursday we're going to the middle schools for 2 performances each. i really hope i don't kill my voice by the time friday comes around and we have to perform at campo. boo assemblies. and i used to be really excited about my solo but now it's like, wow everyone else who auditioned must have sucked really bad considering i beat them about for it. i mean damn. i'm really not good and i need to stop kidding myself about it. singing isn't for me. neither is music in general really. i used to think that i could do anything with music, but now that i've failed music theory and have dropped the class i just don't feel the same about music like i used to. it kinda pisses me off but at the same time it's like, at least i'm realizing this now before i waste my time and money in college tyring to learn the shit. i mean i am going to dvc and will probably be there for the rest of my life so it doesn't really matter. i need to go to sleep. hope everyone's weekend was better than mine. | | |
| well JESSICA
i'm updating again. ummmmm, i have nothing to say. it's my birthday. going to a club tonight in sacramento so that should be fun. cuz i'm 18. yay for me.
yea, finals are next week. definetely dropping theory cuz i fucking suck at that class. i shouldn't have signed up for it, i'm just a retard for taking an AP class cuz i fuckin failing it. oops. i hate benstein. but enough about that. i don't know what i'd take instead though, that's the catch. it fucking sucks. i'll probably end up ta'ing for schoen or something. i wish i could ta for v, he's the best. he's like my best friend in the world. it's kinda sad, cuz he's a teacher. but he's just really really cool.
EWWWWWWWWWW i have to be at school on monday for THREE HOURS!!!!!!!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO stupid music theatre rehearsal. it's for the lion king. ALL THREE HOURS IS FOR THE FUCKING LION KING. it's cool i guess cuz i have a solo WEEEEEEEEEEE it's a cool solo too. jono keeps saying how awesome i sound on it. the solos were all posted today after 6th so that's how i know for sure. i mean it was pretty much decided last week, but that's ok. now it's official YAAAAAAAAY but what i don't understand, like at all, is that jessie mohr got the circle of life solo and jenna pinkham got the rafiki part at the beginning. and i'm thinking........what the fuck? it should be the other way around. ACTUALLY, the way it SHOULD be is that jessie should not have any solos.........ever. like seriously, she sucks and i hate her. but that's ok. it's not really up to me.
ok, so for not having anything to say i sure did write a lot. so happy birthday to me. bye kids | | |
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